The Universe is Always Whispering…

The Universe is always speaking to us!

 

The Universe was whispering to me today.  It always does, but this afternoon it spoke a bit more loudly than usual.  Enough to pay attention to and lean in closely.  To listen carefully and feel what I was feeling.  Frank Sinatra music was playing in the background: “It was a very good year”.  A lifetime of reflection indeed.

I was gazing out the window, waiting to pick up dinner for my Mum.  This has always been her favorite neighborhood Italian restaurant, and pasta, pizza, and a salad were on the way.  Her comfort food for a night in.  As I sat there quietly, two of the waiters came over to greet me, leaving me with a hug and soft touch on my shoulder.  Mum and I have known these waiters for at least ten years.  Perhaps they sensed that I was missing the days when my Mum and family would come to dine here often.

Peering through the windows of gardens on the street, I reminisced about the days when I would bring my Puppy and leave her close by.  Always at the gate, nearby the table on the patio we always sat.  Many family get togethers over the years were shared here and many happy days!  And today, as the music from Frankie pipes through and I listen to his lyrics, “It Was a Very Good Year”, it reminds me of all those lovely years and times gone by when our family was together, year after year. 

What I felt and noticed today was that only I was visible, picking up a take out dinner for my Mum. All had changed, as life does. But the waiters were there, in all there sweetness, acknowledging me in the kindest of ways.  Somehow I think they felt my heart skip a beat in that moment.

I am always reminded each day when I get to share time with my Mum that it is an Extraordinary Blessing!  My Heart is filled with Gratitude.  And yet, I know her time is near.  She is 94 years old…soon to reach 95 and her lifetime batteries are slowing down.  Mum’s time on this planet and her Love she has given to so many has reached out, into the Universe, and is so very precious and beautiful. I simply don’t know how I’ll ever survive without her, but I will.  She has always been a BIG part of my Life, and a Pillar of Strength.  But letting go, when she is ready to let go is also a part of the journey of Life and Love. I pray that I will be ready when she is ready.  And a Blessing to her Life and Legend.  She is one of a kind!

What I do know for sure is that Life continues on, long after the physical human form is gone.  I left my body at the age of 19 and came back.  There was more to do and so much more beauty, life, and love to discover.  I was Gifted and Blessed with a return home to earth, before I make my soul transition. I am here for now. And I am grateful and recognize the Blessing of each new day. 

I know for sure that Life goes on…that there is total Oneness, and that while I’m here, there are so many more gifts of Beauty, Love, and Friendship I am yet to discover.  

For Mum:

“But now the days grow short
I’m in the autumn of the year
And now I think of my life as vintage wine
From fine old kegs
From the brim to the dregs
And it poured sweet and clear
It was a very good year…”

– Frank Sinatra  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bhNz6saaE8

 

 

 

 

The Sands of Time…

Taking a peek back while looking forward…

 

Dancing in the Sun - 2016 Photo Credit: Andrea Domjan Photography

(Photo: Andrea Domjan)

 

Sometimes in our lives there is a moment of surprise that takes our breath away.  We recognize the beauty all around us, in this present moment, even through sadness and loss.  The beginning of 2016 was like this for me.  Another Beloved family member had passed through the veils and all I could do was take a deep breath of life, feel gratitude for this present moment, and get on a plane to honor my Uncle Ted’s life with other close family members.  Many of them I had not seen since the passing of my Uncle Sandy at our last family gathering at Arlington National Cemetery. 

 

There was a feeling of peace within me, going home to Florida this time.  I felt such gratitude for my youth and the family and parents I grew up with.  I felt grateful for these beautiful white sandy beaches, and the many years I had spent walking them, often alone, trying to figure out my path and the next steps along my path.  Every day was a day of adventure in the ocean . . . swimming, water-skiing, diving, fishing, and just cruising on boats.  I felt such joy and happiness, just being alive.  All the boats and trips to the Bahamas and Caribbean were a plus, but it was here, in this place and along these white sandy beaches that I felt most at home as a child.

 

I checked in a day early to sit in silence and just feel the environment of my youth once again.  It was raining when I arrived and the decks and walkways leading out to the beach were full of gray mist.  I loved it.  Even in the soft gray of a storm passing, it was beautiful.  Young surfers come out to find a wave which reminded me of my youth on these Florida beaches.  As a young teenage girl I was often hanging out on the end of a surfboard, waiting for the next wave to ride, or the next boat to catch.  Such sweet memories!  Such Golden Moments to cherish and remember.

 

Home Sweet Home - Florida

Home Sweet Home – Florida

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Florida Sands

Florida Sands

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There is much to be Grateful for, as I remember these decades that have passed and all the family members that have gone before me.  They are all a Blessing in my life, and I know for sure that each of them is shining their light upon me from the heavens above.   I feel your Love.  I feel your Light.  I feel your Grace.   

 

Walking ahead...welcoming in the new!

Walking ahead…welcoming in the new!  (Photo: Andrea Domjan)


 

The Ebb and the Flow…

Florida Beaches - A Hole in the Sand...

Florida Beaches – A Hole in the Sand… This is how it is when a Tribe Member leaves you…like a hole in the sand of your lifetime,  it is suddenly gone forever, and the precious time you once shared together is suspended, into another Universe.  All that is left  is the Love inside your Heart that will continue to live on, inside of eternity.  Love is like this.  Love is like that.  It always continues on.

Soul Sisters ~

My Beloved Friend & Soul Sister ~ Adrienne Grayson

My Beloved Friend &
Soul Sister ~
Adrianne Grayson

 

Soul Sisters ~

Some of us get really lucky in our lives . . . We are Blessed by a Soul Sister that Loves us unconditionally and for many years.  I was Blessed by my Beloved Friend & Soul Sister, Adrianne Grayson, whom I learned today passed through the veils of life to the doorway of death.  She was one of my Angels that lifted me up when my wings had forgotten how to fly.  At some of the darkest moments in my life, she was there, holding me with her Love.

No distance or lapse of time can lessen the Love or the Friendship we shared.  She lives on inside my Heart. Eternal is her Spirit.  As she rests with the Divine, I am eternally grateful for the many years of Love and Friendship we shared.  Times of Sacred Connection, times of Soul Companionship, times of healing, times of deep sharing and compassion, times of long and deep conversations, times of joy and laughter, times of reflection, times of Grace and Beauty, and times of just sitting together in silence, praying and meditating.

The greatest gift my Friend & Soul Sister, Adrianne gave to me, was her unconditional Love.  It was felt in the deepest parts of my being.  She knew me at my core.  I knew her at her core.  We were always there for each other, and in all ways, always.  How rare a friend. How special a companion on this journey of Life.  We honored each other with the gift of a Friendship so rare and true.

Adrianne represents to me what ‘True Beauty from Within’ is all about.  Radiant.  Joyful.  Loving.  Kind.  Generous.  Caring.  Compassionate.  Beautiful.  Charming.  At Peace.  A bright light of Love in my life. Shine on my sweet Beloved Friend & Soul Sister.  You will always be with me, living inside my Heart.

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