Sometimes our mothers can speak to us in the most beautiful and mysterious ways. My Beloved Mom passed through the veils in mid-January 2020, and I was completely devastated by this loss and our extraordinary connection and bond of love throughout her lifetime. We were exceptionally close and serious best friends, and we traveled the world together several times. The laughter and love never stopped for a moment. In many ways, we were soul mates, destined to share our journey together. My parents are European, so it is no surprise that I am always attracted to European men and women. For the most part of my life, they have always been my best friends and lovers, and my partners along my life path. Rich tapestries indeed.
Recently I received these messages from my mother, which is no surprise to me, as she was always speaking to me with love, affection and kindness, even when it was hard and sometimes soft. I loved her unconditionally, as I know she loved me. Thank God for our Mothers! I will always treasure the times we shared together. Endless nights of laughter, good conversation, and lots of travels and exploration into uncharted territories. My heart is full of Gratitude and Love. Always.
Be with me. Right now. Let your hair out of its ponytail and let it be loose and free, like you. Free to feel the wind and breeze in your hair and on your face. Free to breathe the fresh air and smell the salt waters of the Atlantic ocean where you were born.
Come sit with me at the edge of the ocean, where we used to swim and dance in the sand.
I am here with you, listening to your soul’s longing. I hear you. Everyday.
Loosen the tangles from your hair that you have grown so long after my passing, and let it be. Let it all be as it is, and as it should be. I hear your cries and whispers calling out my name every day; sometimes it’s Mom or Mum, and often times its Mama, or even my name.
I know you think of me so often, every day. All you need to know is that I am here with you always, every moment of every day. I am never far from you. Sometimes it’s in your car, sitting next to you in the passenger seat, as I touch your hand and our Love ring on your pinky finger that spells LOVE. You know the one, as you wear it daily. And sometimes you hear the words of Michael Jackson singing on the radio that speaks directly to you: “You Are Not Alone, I am here with you.” I always am with you sweetheart. Always.
I am aware that you had to pull over the side of the road to fully embrace this moment and feel me next to you. It was profound for both of us, as I knew I had finally reached you with so much Love after my passing through the veils. I could feel your very essence, as I know you felt mine too. Pure essence. Pure eternal love.
Other times I am with you in the garden, watching you plant new flowers and watering the trees and plants, and tending to the bird houses. Often I am with you while you dream and sleep, as I send you messages of Love that will awaken your heart and soul and deepen your awareness and consciousness. I am always with you my love, my precious daughter. And I am here in the beautiful and ethereal space, on the other side of life with your daughter and your father. It is a Blessing to be so loved and adored!
You do know that our Love is eternal. And that life continues on in another form, another energy and universe of extraordinary love and beauty. Without veils, without time or distance or separation. I am in complete Oneness with every living and loving energy in the Universe, and connected to all light sources. You are my living light and a wise woman. I learned so much from you in my lifetime.
It is with gratitude and so much Love that I thank God and the Divine that you were on this journey with me throughout my lifetime. Thank you for taking such good care of me and loving me the way you did. So beautifully, so lovingly, so kindly, even through my darkest hours and most fearful times, at the end of my life. You never skipped a beat… you gave me your all, and I am so grateful for your love, your kindness and your compassion. It is so elegant and beautiful.
It could not be any other way, could it? We were so deeply connected to our hearts and souls, like sisters, and then again like Mother & Daughter. But in the end, you were really like my mother, my nurse, my caregiver, my everything, taking care of my every need, every day, every moment. Thank you! Your presence made me feel whole and deeply loved to the very end of my lifetime.
I am aware of how much sacrifice you gave of your own life to take such good care of me. I know it was very hard for you, and I am aware that you choose to give up so much of your own life to see me through to the end of my life. I could not have done it without you. And I’m certain I lived the last 12 years of my life because you were in it, here with me always, close by and so very attentive and caring, always loving. Thank you Sweetheart. I am forever grateful.
Now it’s time for you to get on with your own life, without me. I know that won’t be easy, as we were so close. Best Friends Forever. But it is time for you to move forward and move on to new travels and new experiences that bring you so much Love and Joy and Beauty. Every step you take in your new direction, I will be there along side you. And you will feel me with you, as you do now. Your are a Wise Woman. Always remember that. And You are safe. You are protected. You are Divinely Guided. And you are deeply Loved.
Stay strong. Feel the power of Spirit within your Being, and go forward with Grace and Ease and Confidence. I am always here with you. And so are your Angels from Heaven and Earth. Be at Ease. Laugh. Have Fun. Relax. Be at Peace. Breathe. Take it easy! And always be present to the Wise Woman that you are! You are Beautiful, inside and out.
Your only mission now is to Love and be Loved, and to share your gifts that the Divine has given you, which is beauty. You will always have your gift of writing, but you probably won’t use it until your later years. You already know you have a few books living inside of you. So write them and finish them when the moment is right. Enjoy your life Darling! It’s so precious, and so short, even when you live a long and healthy life, like mine. It all passes so quickly.
I love you my Darling Daughter and I hear every word you speak to me. I am also responding with loving kindness. I know you feel me close to you. And soon you will hear my voice and messages more clearly in your silence. Sometimes they will come to you in a dream, other times you will hear me speak with you directly, as you did in the car.
Just keep moving forward with your heart open, and your mind quiet and alert in this present moment. You will always be with me and I am always by your side. Every moment of every day. Know that.
With my Greatest Love,
Forever & Always ~